Told you so

Hello.
My Saturday is really really really a bore.
I have been staring at the computer screen since 10.30am.
Now its 9.10pm. ._.

I kinda miss camp. Especially the CRC and that night when
the six of us sneaked away from our dormitries :(
The next camp will be like, 365 days away.
Heard OBS needa dig hole when you shitzxs.
And bath for 2 days for 5 days or camp!? :O
I'm also missing floorball trainings :[

What do i really want to do now?
Study. But, I have no motivation to do so.
* sigh. I used to have someone when I'm bored.
Now that someone is someone else's.

I reallyyyyyy wish I'm 16 now, or even older.
I'm in a hurry to grow up. I want to know what its like to
earn my own salary. I want to go clubbing. :9
And of course, get my first taste of alcohol. And and, drive
a striking red sports car.
I have many many dreams to fufill, what worries me is, i might
not fufill them . :(
-I need, really need motivation to study.

Tuition tomorrow! Haha! Got lots to say about camp to my tutor.
And wtf. A new chinese tutor?! NOOOOOOOOO. T.T

Oh man, how I wish my life was somewhat changed.
If during P6, if I had studied harder for chinese and science
and get a good agg, I would have been in a better school, not BMSS.
I would have met different people, and be a different character .
Probably a geek or what. Alot of things could be changed yeah.

By the way. Some wise person can foresee my mom's future.
She will die in Australia. In other words, it means I will migrate to Australia.
It might be true and might not, cause that same man predicted my grandpa's death
and it came true.
:D HA-HA.

& i kinda miss being in love.
but what is love anyway.